AddictionWhat are you? I mean what are you really to me? Because I just don't know anymore.I can't remember why I fell in love with you. So everyone around me, Cara, Ciel, the therapist...they all have me thinking maybe I never really did. That instead of falling in love...I became addicted.Maybe I never knew what it meant to be in love.I lost myself, slowly, bit by bit, in the time I was with you. Couples fight, it's normal. But every time we fought I thought I would lose you. And I couldn't handle it. So did you go along with this crazy idea of marrying me just to keep me from killing myself? Was it out of guilt? Because you always told me what I wanted most you couldn't give. So why let me pretend?And why did I settle for that? What person in their right mind would just accept that? And bring children into that situation? Because it was only a matter of time before that crumbled.I lost my friends, my brother. I'm barely patching things up with them now. They kept saying you were bad for
Nerdy Love HaikuRoll the die, CHA checkYou captured my heart and soulNatural twenty.